Tuesdays are always hard for me, Sunday and Monday are the highlight of my week. Those are the days I get to spend time with Billy. We get anywhere from 2 to 7 hours together each of those days. Normal is from 7am until 10:30 or 11 am. Yesterday I got to stay until 12:30 wooo hooo. They have limited capacity and have this policy...
Over-Crowding If the visiting area reaches capacity, staff will first ask for volunteers willing to end their visit early. If no one volunteers, the staff will end visits based on length of visit and distance traveled.
So being as I am there every time, and I live nearby I am normally one of the first ones they "ask" to leave. But Tuesday's mean that I have all week to wait to see him again. I get phone calls but it is not the same as seeing him face to face. and being able to talk to him about anything without worrying about "them" misconstruing it AGAIN. Being able to talk and hold hands and just look at him feels so good. Would I do it all again... at this point yeah I would, i would do some things differently. But loving Billy is worth it all.
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